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Jul. 20th, 2004 @ 07:57 pm In Closing
Current Mood: somewhat amused & annoyed
Current Music: Lamb - Closer
I'm a little bit annoyed...

I vastly dislike the politics of relationships. That isn't to say politics between Jay and I... there isn't any of that, but when you get involved with a person you get involved with their whole group, even people not still part of their lives but rather part of their past. And there inevitably comes up those little tangles where people who were friends aren't anymore or whatever...

I've probably seen about four or five people pass judgement on me for starting to see Jay, but to be honest it was mine (and his) choice, and neither of us have regretted it. It's a good relationship and no, I don't feel like I should have asked his ex for her permission. I never hung out with Alena outside of work at Petcetera... we never got to speak outside of MSN or work and it never seemed like it was going to progress into friendship. Jay told her about our relationship and I didn't feel like there was any need for me to bring it up, too. I'm sorry, but I look at it this way... it's none of my business! I don't exactly have a lot of ex's behind me, but I sure didn't expect Anne or Kate to ask me before they started to date Richard, and as a friend of his, the most I'll say about it is good on ya! If it makes the person happy and you care about them, be happy for them. Don't be bitter and vindictive and insulting. Don't pass judgement on situations you only hear and see one side of.

There are two sides to every story, and without that kind of perspective you have nothing but shallowness and malicious loyalty to fall on. I'm loyal to my friends to a fault... never will I become so two-faced as I've witnessed in some people lately.

Nor will I take any of the bullshit I see float around seriously... none of the people who wish ill on me or Jay know anything about me, or us, or even likely him. We're both good people and I know I'm going to sleep well at night knowing I haven't done shit all to wrong anyone.

The bottom line? Get over it... mind your own business. Stop it with the pettiness and find some new drama to focus your lives on. It's silly and not worth the energy and this is all I will say of it.

Note the lack in details -- it's because any of the details are nobody's business but ours.

Have a nice day, folks. I know I will.
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Jul. 19th, 2004 @ 01:26 pm (no subject)
If you want to keep up to date on the posts to [info]complexquestion you have to make sure that you add the community to your friends list. (Or go to the complexquestion user page and click the "watch" button.)

Only Jay and I have posted in response to my first question and I wonder if anyone even saw that it got posted!

Also, feel free to post your own questions or comments or opinions or whatever... it's what the group is all about.
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Jul. 19th, 2004 @ 01:21 pm (no subject)
I still feel queasy all the time.

Sucks.
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Jul. 18th, 2004 @ 09:49 am (no subject)
You have got to be shitting me.

I work at 11 and my mom gets into the shower at 10.

How many times have we had this arguement before?

Too many to count.

...
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Jul. 17th, 2004 @ 11:20 pm Don't stray from your chosen path.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Lamb - Bonfire.
BBQ went well... albeit very small and seemingly far too brief... saw Bre and Steve for the first time in ages (they are so much fun!) and Jenny and Shauna. Alfred and Matt from work came and we all ate burgers and talked. Played Mario Kart on GameCube, too, which was sooo much fun it was silly. Matt joined in for that one and it was great. Me and him and Jay had fun with that one. Everyone was gone by 10ish, pretty much, so we decided to call it a night... I was tired because I'd had a damn long day full of errands. Aaron and Sharon showed up 45 minutes late at 11:15 so we told them to go home... lol. Matt called and asked if he could come back after he picked up his girlfriend but we opted to watch CSI and crash instead.

After a day of errands and horseback riding and everything else, it was good to just crash and relax. I've still got some fluey symptoms... some nausea, headaches, etc. Eating consistently seems to help a bit which is somewhat strange. I dunno... my health is a touchy subject for me right now and I'm not really going to go into it. Hopefully the flu will be gone by next Thursday. I'm giving it another week.

Today I was supposed to work 3-8 but Emily gave me her last 2 hours so I worked 3-10:30. It took us an extra half hour just to get the place cleaned up because we had a crazy busy night. I doubt I'll get pay for the extra half hour. Oh well. My boss's baby has gone breach so she's not able to work because she's uncomfortable standing now. So we're all picking up her hours. Unfortunately it won't stay with as many hours (33.75 next week) because they'll be hiring someone new once she goes on maternity so it'll probably drop down to about 25 hours a week.

I'm really getting anxious to go back to school. I'm doing all this physical activity -- horse, work, yadda yadda -- but nothing with my mind. I read a bit but don't have nearly enough time for it. I'm thinking I'm going to have to tell my bosses that I'll work 15-20 hour weeks in the school year maximum. Once the loveseat is paid for and my mom starts helping me pay for Drakkar during the school year and my RESPs come in, I'll have a little more flexibility to not have to work so much. Then I can focus on school. THe problem is going to be having time for a job, a horse, and school all at once, without neglecting any of them. School has to come first, though. Sadly, Drakkar will have to be last priority even though he's really the only fun activity I've got (aside from Jay :p).

Yeah, nothing really new... I have a doctor's appointment soon for my shot and I'm half-eager half-apprehensive. Go figure...

Goodnight!

Have you ever wondered why
Those days exist
When life just seems to be
A conspiracy against you

I don't know where the answers lie
But I try not to get hung up on the questions

Burn like a good bonfire
In whatever I do
Burn like a good bonfire
And I know I'll burn through
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Jul. 15th, 2004 @ 04:39 pm (no subject)

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Jul. 13th, 2004 @ 09:02 pm Rambling and vitamins.
I've started taking some vitamins. Just for the sake of the fact my body has been feeling really run down lately and I'm wondering if maybe it has something to do some kind of vitamin deficiency. Hopefully they'll have some kind of positive influence. I actually left Jesse, a friend of mine that worked in a vitamin shop for a long time, an e-mail asking him what I can take for chronic migraines. I've had chronic migraines almost non stop for quite some time now and I'm feeling like Advil reliance is not a route I want to take.

I had "hi potency B compound," calcium, and vitamin C here already, and looked them up to see what kind of benefits they have. I don't know how accurate these things are but I don't think Jesse would give them to me if they were not good for me.

Hi potency B compound: Water-soluble B vitamins are not stored in the body and must be replenished daily. They are necessary for proper metabolism and nerve function, and are essential for healthy skin, hair, eyes, mouth and liver.

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Calcium: Calcium is necessary to maintain strong bones and teeth. It regulates heart rhythm and assists in normal blood clotting. Helps to lower blood pressure and vital to normal kidney function. It helps soothe insomnia helps maintain proper nerve and muscle function. Current medical research shows that calcium reduces the incidence of colon cancer, and reduces blood cholesterol levels. Calcium also protects the bones and teeth from lead because it inhibits absorption. If your body is deficient in Calcium, lead can be absorbed by the body and deposited in teeth and bones.

Deficiency leads to: aching joints, brittle nails, eczema, elevated blood cholesterol, heart palpitations, high blood pressure, insomnia, muscle cramps, nervousness, numbness in arms and/or legs, rickets and tooth decay. Depression and hyperactivity may also be attributed Calcium deficiency.

Maybe that's why I'm always sore, get muscle cramps, and have trouble sleeping... lol. Well, I'll try it for a few weeks and see if it helps any. I have to go to the doctor soon for my two-month visit so I'll ask her about it & the headaches as well.
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Jul. 13th, 2004 @ 06:28 pm We all get so complicated in our lives.
I feel like a curious mix of responsible adult and flamboyant youth.
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Jul. 13th, 2004 @ 11:46 am Financial crap.
Wow!! I found myself much richer than expected today.

I paid my huge phone bill up until Aug. 1st (the first one is always huge), found out I have $90.91 owed to me by VISA (which means my $52 rung up on my VISA is now paid for) and otherwise don't owe any money, and still had $327 in my "spending" account. What the! So I bolstered my bill payment money up to $100, put another $50 toward Drakkar (so he's paid for for next month, hooray!), and decided to give my mom another $150 for the loveseat. So I still have $50 to last me until next payday. Awesome! Here I was expecting to go totally broke and not have any to spare. I only wish I'd had another $50 to put in my savings (real savings, not "I can spend this money" savings).

Hooray!
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Jul. 11th, 2004 @ 09:55 pm (no subject)
On the slight upside, I get to ride Thursday and Friday this week (and may have a lesson Friday) as well as Monday and Tuesday. I have Thursday/Friday/Tuesday off, so it'll be nice to have some good ol' fashioned quality time with my viking warship.

Jay's working two jobs sucks... I saw him maybe four hours today? And now won't see him again outside of work for two more days. At which point I'll still only see him for four hours in between jobs. But the 16th is coming and I think he has Thurs/Fri off, too, so it's all good I guess. He'll be plenty rich but by the time he gets the chance to spend his money I'll have forgotten who he is. :p

There is no other news, really. I work only five hours tomorrow, which is both a blessing and a curse. Five hour shifts are notorious for sucking (lengthy period before your first and only break), but then again, deli is different from till and time goes by much faster because of the variety of stuff you do. I hope to have time enough to take my GST cheque to the bank tomorrow as well... and am hoping my VISA and phone bill will arrive soon. They're so painfully late, I worry who has their paws on my VISA statement (and therefore account number).

My sister got a dog (a shame because the dog we have is the one she ditched on us) despite the fact she has no time to care for one. She still hasn't sent me a birthday card, and it's nearly two months ago. Of course, back in late June she told me she was going to send me one, but that she was just "late." This is after she reamed me out a year or two back for not being more receptive to the Christmas and birthday holidays, despite the fact I was a teenager with no income (due to school and what-have-you).

Oh, that reminds me, I need to e-mail my cousin and see how she's doing.
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Jul. 11th, 2004 @ 05:56 pm (no subject)
My eyes are really bad again.

This is the first year I've had this problem... I don't get it. The first year I've had sinus problems, too. What's so different about this year from any other?

I think I might be developing an immunity to polysporin, because it's not helping now like it used to. I seem to be so dependant on it and Advil (for headaches) that it's just becoming a daily thing.
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Jul. 10th, 2004 @ 06:32 pm (no subject)

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Jul. 10th, 2004 @ 04:45 pm (no subject)
Got a 96% on my Food Safe.

Little bit down right now... may be partially a mix of the headache and general under-the-weatherness and other random stuff.
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Jul. 10th, 2004 @ 07:58 am (no subject)
Still not 100%, but going to food safe anyway...

Foregoing the dress code, in a way, and wearing a turtleneck instead of one of my work shirts, because it's cold out. It's a nice turtleneck and it's white so it should be okay... I just didn't want to be cold and get sicker.

Going to load up on advil, take a cup of tea with me and hope I can drink it, and cross my fingers to make it through the day.
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Jul. 9th, 2004 @ 10:38 pm (no subject)
Oh, forgot to mention.

I saw the Butterfly Effect tonight with Jay.

Good movie. Recommended.

Watched the Magdalene Sisters again with my mom, too.

Nothing quite like the lazy days of being sick...
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Jul. 9th, 2004 @ 10:14 pm (no subject)
I have food safe tomorrow. Seven hours of it. It's going to be one long, boring day.

Then I've got Jay's sister's birthday, which we'll probably just have dinner for.

You know, if I had worked today despite being ill, I would only JUST be getting home right now. I missed out on eight hours of pay, but I don't think I would have made it the whole shift without tossing my cookies and having to leave. I'm feeling better tonight, but not 100%... I still have the headache and nausea, although not as bad as before.

I'm going to take a sleeping pill and hope to be better by tomorrow. If I didn't get the 7 hours of pay for tomorrow (after missing eight today) I'd be missing fifteen whole hours this week. That would suck. I'm hoping to feel well enough to sit through food safe tomorrow, and assuming that it's not too much work.
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Jul. 9th, 2004 @ 01:53 pm (no subject)
I feel horrible.

Stupid flu...
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Jul. 9th, 2004 @ 11:17 am (no subject)
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Jay watering my flowers <3
So yesterday...

Work was pretty good, but I had a bad migraine most of the day. Jay's stepmom came to see me at the deli so that was kind of weird. I got home and had an hour long nap and wound up unable to sleep the rest of the night. Turns out I have something like the flu I guess, temperature, headache, nausea, all that.

Haven't tried to eat yet, don't think I'd be able to keep it down.

Got paid $350 and gave $250 to my mom. $50 for cat food and $200 for the loveseat. $50 into my savings and $50 toward Drakkar. Also got my GST cheque which was a paltry $56.

Would've had a 30 hour week this week if I hadn't called in sick today. But I don't think people who shop at Thrifty Cloverdale's deli would've wanted me to give them the flu along with their food.

We were going to go on a trail ride with Liz today but postponed it due to me being sick and the weather being suck. Jay's pretty excited to go. Hopefully we'll go as soon as she gets back from Calgary.
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Jul. 7th, 2004 @ 10:03 pm (no subject)

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Pretty sure Jay has already met me...

Shauna knows there can never be anything between us!

'yeka has no reason to look up to me. :P

And it's probably fairly accurate in that I should get to know bradkitty again. ;)
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